I swear. Things are so crazy these days. And Im not sure what to do or say to ANYONE! I make everything I say come out the wrong way!!! Like Jess, she thinx I ditched her, because I said that I MIGHT of came over last weekend...But I decided not to, and she thought that I didnt want to see her, well thatd not true I was just visitng with my friends Jimmy and Carleene, I havent seen them since winter, and I havent seen Jimmy since last summer for gods sake!!! Soo Jess, just wait, I SWEAR ON MY LIFE that I WILL be at my Dads the next weekend that u r there, but I am only staying for one day, and I am not sleeping over there, fuck no.
Also Luke and me are having issues. Because I havent been around the house latley, and I havent been talkin to him, he thinx I dont care for him anymore, which I still do, I still love him. But the problem is, is that I also love Steve Rowe... I dont kno why, I just have this attraction to him, I always have and I always will, I seriously think that that wont ever change. But yea, me and Luke are taking 'time off' for awhile...And I think I am gonna give Steve-o a try....Im just scared that hes gonna want to do things that I dont wana do.....And I duno, I am scared to loose Luke, hes one of a kind....
Well thats enough for now, I guess I will write later, I am gonna write in here again. Im tryin to PIMP this shit out as good as my xanga....This place is CONFUSING!!